andrew and esther *
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 <3 back finally...
ahhh after a LONG LONG period of absence ever since b4 my As, i'm FINALLY back!! well let's see... so much so much has happened ever since... throughout my As, esther's been a realli realli great help to mi... giving mi so so much encouragement n support through those days... those 3 weeks passed so quickly i barely had a good glimpse of wat happened around mi!
well so STRAIGHT after my As, esther n i went to town fer a nice dinner... n also to e swimming club e following day n realli spent a relaxing day tgt... i will cherish those moments together all my life realli... ahhh those times... i wonder when will we ever hav tt kinda time again... seriously after e As, suddenly felt tt schooling daes r so much more carefree n all... n so much more time to spend wif esther... those break times, after school, b4 band, mornings, gg home tgt, gg school tgt... ahhh makes mi wanna cry when i think bout those times... how nostalgic... well i hafta face the fact that they will remain onli as memories that may nv be revived again =((
well those r oso e times i'll nv forget my entire life; e happy, e sad, e ups n downs, laughter n tears... they mean so much to me, EVERY moment of it...
well after e As r over i embarked on another personal project - a solo recital... in a matter of 2 weeks, i organised everything from scratch, looking for musicians, music, booking hall, rehearsals... not an easy task indeed... e onli thing i feel bad about... is tt i kinda neglected esther within these 2 weeks... tho i tried my best to make it up to her, i think it still ain't enuff... well now tt it's over, i realli wanna spend more time wif her b4 gg into army... n guess wat, tmr's our 11th month!!! haha one month to anniversary!!! how exciting eh??? well but she's in NUS pharmacy camp till fri... think tt's more impt =) i mean, it's a rare opportunity n she should grab it... i believe it's worth it vs to stay cos of our monthly commemoration thing... yeap haha
well so now she's in camp n i'm here alone... still can talk on e phone tho... absence makes e heart fonder doesn't it???
throughout e past 2 weeks preparing fer my recital... there has been much ups n downs, lotsa good times n bad times... n i really wanna say sorry and thank you to esther... sorry for the negligence over e past 2 weeks, i noe wadeva i do will nv make up fer e loss time... n thank you fer all e understanding, e tolerance, e continual encouragement throughout this prep even tho i've neglected you darling... n most importantly, i love u =)
<3 andrew
neveralone ;5:30 PM
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